September 21, 2006

• Life’s
  about dancing in the rain and laughing too hard for way too long. It’s
  about singing in the car even if it’s all the wrong words. It’s about
  love, even if you’re scared, even if it hurts sometimes, even if it’s
  confusing, and even if you don’t know what tomorrow will bring. Life’s
  about change and accepting those changes. Life’s about making the best
  out of every day you’re given. Life’s about living.

  It’s going okay now. I guess the good
  thing about being alone so much is that no one points out your mood
  swings and you can get away with having a bad day once in a while. Tina
  is coming to see me the weekend of the 6th, and I can’t be more
  excited! I have to find some cool things for us to do, but knowing me
  that shouldn’t be a problem (ha!). I think we are heading to the Indy
  Zoo on Saturday because there is no home football game. Other than
  that, I’m not sure what we are going to do; maybe I’ll give a short
  tour of campus on Sunday and eat there, but we’ll see. When it’s Tina
  and me, we never know what is going to happen!

  This week was the first exam week. I had four tests this week; two more
  to go, actually. Chemistry kicked me in the butt. I was just way too
  hard for a General Chemistry test. I’m hoping to pass that class with a
  B. I am still looking for a decent (aka not boring) job. I have a job
  right now, but I’m quitting it considering it is probably the most
  mind-numbing thing in the world. I basically clean the same four
  bathrooms for eight hours, while throwing in some laundry here and
  there. But beyond that, I want to kill myself. I applied to a job at a
  horse barn (which I have been calling and emailing over and over again
  because I really want to work there) as well as some receptionist jobs
  in the Vet Hospital. I am hoping something will turn up by the end of
  the week or the beginning of next week.

  The weather is like super cold now. I have to wear a sweatshirt
  already. Sometimes I really hate taking the bus to school because the
  weather is that unpredictable. One fourth of the semester is gone, and
  I seriously need to buckle down. About three to four weeks before
  midterm grades come out, and those determine if I get a kitten. Maybe
  two, if I can convince my mom. I have already picked out a name for a
  girl kitten. I’m such a dork.

  The rest of the week is going to be pretty crazy. I have two tests in
  two days, and right now I am procrastinating studying for one of them
  (actually both of them.. so much to do). I have to run by a place I
  applied to for a job so I can shove my resume in her face (not really!)
  so she knows that I am that experienced with horses. I have to go by my
  new gym by Friday to get my trial membership, and pick up my package
  from the apartment office, and go to classes, and do all the rest of my
  homework on top of the fact that I have tests to do this week. SO. YES.
  I need a job by Friday so I can quit the job I currently have (I hate
  it that much), and I have to get A’s on my tests, and I have to start
  working out, and I have to… yeah, it’s never ending. Next week should
  be about the same, but with only one test (a really hard one) and a
  shitload of meetings. Looking forward to it!

  Such is the life.

  
  

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