September 23, 2005
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Everytime I hear this damn song, I think about him.
And how I haven’t heard from him since July.
Things just aren’t the same anymore, and sadly, they never will be.
I know I should just go on with my life, but he was the one who claimed to “love me”, who wanted to be with me, who pursued and pursued. I don’t understand.
Usually, I can just say “see ya” and move on. But he was a little bit different. Things were good, things were great, things were supposed to work out in favor of both of us. I don’t even know if he is still going to Medical School, if he is even in St. Louis or if he stayed at home like I always knew he would be doing.
He was the first one I truly fell for, the one person that I thought “Hm.. maybe he could be the one.” I was so wrong, and I’m disappointed in him. I’ve tried to call, tried to email, tried to IM. He’s gone. He ran to a place that I can never find. He is out of my life, and probably will be forever.
I want it back.
Comments (1)
There are certain songs that I’ll never hear the same way again after I associated them with people. And if that guy truly does love you, he’ll come around eventually. Who knows, maybe there’s a reason he’s been out of touch, and he will probably explain it in due time.