April 20, 2010
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I know life isn’t supposed to be easy but right now, it feels so hard. I don’t know what my problem is lately but last week and the beginning of this week just aren’t going too well. It seems like all the bad things happen at once because geez!
I know it might not seem like a lot, but at my job I work 16 hours a week. That accumulates to 3 days a week, approximately. Sometimes 4. But I feel like it is TOO much. Simply put, I feel like I have no time to get anything done, and soon it’s the night before a huge paper is due and I’m stuck typing out some crap and hoping to an A on it. I feel like next week will end up just like that. Even last week when I had a group presentation on Tuesday night, we didn’t even get the entire Powerpoint done until.. um.. that day! I worked all weekend + Monday night + Tuesday morning, my work wouldn’t let me leave early on Monday so I could get home to work on it (even though neither girl in my group had sent me their slides until 10:30 pm!). Grr. Stressville, for sure. It’s been like this lately, and I don’t know why. I need to stop procrastinating but I get distracted so easily and than I have hours of work and schoolwork and I feel like screaming.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh.
Life needs to stop being so stressful. It sucks!
On top of that, I started that P90X workout system thing. For all that is good and holy, my body is in so much pain. I hope I can lose some weight but OMG. I know there has to be so pain but this is a lot.
Oh, and it was fun to come home tonight after work and see my cat sleeping on top of my clean clothes. That was purely awesome.
