January 3, 2006
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Blah.
I’ve come to the conclusion that long entries on Xanga serve only the purpose for my benefit because people here hate to read.
My mind is busy, my heart aches, my fingers have been writing.. and
writing.. and writing. I can’t seem to set down the pen [or quit
typing] to save my life. It’s all I feel I have left sometimes – to
write down my feelings, thoughts, wishes, wants, needs, hopes, prayers,
everything. I have a semi-idea for The Book, which right now is resting
deep within my head and has yet to actually be written solidly on word
processor.So much has happened in two days. A sad, weird, interesting start to my
New Year. One hard thing, one easy thing. I thought both would be hard
- I was proven wrong.I don’t really have much to say. Nothing profound, nothing interesting,
nothing to keep your attention. I know I wrote a lot on the 1st, for
that I apologize because I know that no one really wants to hear about
how much I love him. But then I realize – this is my journal – my place – all mine. So, deal with it. If you don’t like it, kick rocks and bounce.I need sleep. My heart hurts. I am missing him too much. And loving him far more.
Kate
Comments (2)
well, if it is any consolation i do like reading even your longest posts it’s just that i don’t always get enough time to comment, or most of the time i just don’t have much to say except for that i’m happy for you. i get jealous because a few months i had that too, except for now everything is falling apart and i don’t know how to help it. here i go again, leaving a comment on your journal, on your entry about myself. so there, this is your space, and your blog and i think that it is absolutely great that you are so happy, because just not too long ago this was far from where you seemed to be, and if one person can bring so much happiness into your life that is the greatest thing that i hope will remain in your life forever. thus, since you insist on writing long long long entries i will insist on writing this long long long completely and utterly unnecessary, possibly and very likely full of numerous typos, spelling and grammar mistakes, comment. have a wonderful time getting through all of it.
I read long comments ^_^. So if I happen to check out the blog ring and see you have a new post, per chance I’ll check it out =p.